"Especially written for my better friend then the best ones for her Dissertation and Research work on the topic 'CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE', we better shrug off the slumber for a wholesome serene future"
Related to me cousin wise,
And I thought his love carts no price,
His elderly stature was well disguised,
As he seized a beast that dwells inside!
For his holidays he chose my house,
He came along with his two kids and a spouse,
I was tenderer then his children’s age, still his louse…
penetrated my childhood when deemed aroused!
Allowed his wife to stay with her mother and she took her kids along,
Allowed himself to do whatever he wanted and eliminated all claims of his wrong!
He asked me to sleep with him,
So we’ll have fun all night on carom’s rim,
But instead he turned the lights dim,
And told a tale of his tired limbs!
We slept like a father and a daughter,
He kept his goat fed before the final slaughter,
And the innocence in me died that night and I could no longer spot her,
I tried to run away from those memories but ain’t no trotter!
Let me face that incidence in these rhymes,
So I can move on and away from his crimes,
In the middle of those hours of darkness…
I felt something’s creeping between my legs,
I heard clock hands moving but his fingers were controlling times!
It tickled my senses at first and I wondered what’s going on,
Then he put my hand on his demon and I felt its hideous rise,
He came over and stuffed my mouth to calm down that painful moan,
and bed sheets were marooned as he spread me open wide!
After the act was over he apologized me for what he sinned,
While I was preoccupied with the pain that he hast just pinned,
He advised me that first thing in the morning…
I should wash the garment second skinned,
I lay there all night confused and scared and mourning,
For whatever he had sown this reaper is forever grimed!
This scar casts a shadow and my being is shaded,
I feel like a scarecrow in the meadows as my upbringing was jaded,
That’s when the trust from my conscience was looted and raided,
But the cradle of life shall pour more infancies and to slay their grievances,
I dedicated my span for victims and her faith in me got upgraded!
~!~ An Original bY: BrEt ~!~