"Those were the times when I placed this world on ignore & saved myself from superficial empathy"
I almost tried everything, God why don’t you correct my flaws,
Make me a better human if you don’t want me to break your laws,
God come down to earth, come see my worth,
Or let me close my eyes for forever as I want to forget my birth!
I won’t be writing a suicide note since I am a poet,
And after reading my poem my death no one will regret,
I hurt a many souls & I made them cry,
& they still want my good & I don’t know why!
I lived with my pride, didn’t allowed anyone to peek into my life,
I chose to be alone in a conflict that was matter of others strife,
& now I wish to be solo beyond loneliness,
Don’t want this body and my soul wants to rest!
Sometimes I feel like to end it all,
But then its easier to quit & I know hard will be my fall,
Its not that I am on the heights still wanna leap into the depths,
Where I will be standing taller yet running for my breaths!
I wish to die than to give up so I won’t commit a suicide,
& I wanna thank to all those who stood by my side,
I made your lives a living hell,
Though you knocked on my doors and ringed my bells!
I am sorry my friends that I ignored you all,
Didn’t listened to you guys, avoided your calls,
And now that you are used to this new BREt,
I am telling you that I am not changed at all!
Written by: BREt